I have been married for four years, but I never had love for my spouse, there was only a passion. The husband loved more. I came, saw, won. I succumbed to this.

In the third year of the relationship, there was a discord – treason on his part. I was very afraid to be left alone, so I survived the betrayal.

I got pregnant, decided to give birth, my husband was glad, gave me nine months of care. Hormones did their job – there was a happy all pregnancy.

And when she gave birth, emotions were running out … He went to work, leaving the child and life on me. It was difficult to morally. Cursed a lot, remembered all the pain of betrayal.

Now the child is a year old. It would seem that we are a family, but resentment does not let me go. I look at him as a stranger.

I have nowhere to go. Some

thoughts – that made a big mistake without leaving after treason. What to do now, I don’t know.

Nadezhda, the child has brought additional concerns and difficulties, although it may seem to you that he would “glue” the relationship and heal the wounds. Now you regret it, but then you thought differently. Any “errors”, our solutions are an experience on which you need to rely. Even if it hurts to recognize him.

Now you seemed to be mixed up with you, but in fact a child and a relationship with your husband are two different topics. In a relationship you can change something, agree, part or continue to be together. Perhaps now it is more difficult, since there is a financial dependence, but these are the issues resolved, if only there is a willingness to deal with them.

The child does not make you helpless, you remain an adult woman who can make a choice, to be responsible. Your motherhood can teach you a lot.

Now you are in the period of crisis and changes, this happens in many families. If the relationship does not improve over time, it will be possible to make a decision on parting. But for this you will need resources: both financial and psychophysiological. For now, take care of their accumulation.